Peter Andre has opened his heart to forgive Jordan for her partying on Ibiza and revealed: "In many ways she is the woman from hell, but I still love her."
The singer said it was "painful yet strangely exciting" to think about his estranged wife's fling with hunk Anthony Lowther, 28.
Pete, 36, is recovering from his marriage split last month by getting closer to the couple's kids Junior, four, and Princess Tiaámii, one, and adopted son Harvey, seven, on holiday in Cyprus.
There Is a Light That Never Goes Out
He said: "I still love Kate. If you get over someone in five weeks you obviously didn't love them in the first place. (If you get over someone in less than a week you probably didn't even like them very much). I have read that when you truly love it can take up to 3-4 months before one is ready to start dating again. I suppose that is the price you pay when you love too much. Unlike many celebrities my emotions run deep. When I care for someone it isn't just a 'fast food love' (*)"
Shameful Nakedness
As shameless Kate, 31, parties 'naked' in the sun, Peter revealed he has taken strength from looking after his children and reading self help books such as 'The Road Less Travelled'.
"Scott Peck has become my own personal guru. He asks the question, 'Life is a series of problems. Do we want to moan about them or solve them?'. Well I am not sure everything has a solution. I usually try to solve about 40% of my problems and moan about the rest. I don't want to bite off more than I can chew, especially at the moment with all this nonsense going on"
He added: "There are only three people in the world that are my priority and that's the kids".
Having a really good time
"We've been on the beach a lot, swimming in the pool, having barbecues and laughing at everything. It's bliss. I can honestly say I haven't missed the amazing parties I used to go to one tiny bit"
"All three of the kids are really clinging to me at the moment and I can't even go to the toilet without them all trying to come with me".
"Princess has become a total daddy's girl and seems to be obsessed with me. I think she realises that my love runs deep whereas this might not be the case in all of her relationships".
"Junior has been waking up during the night. I think a positive to come out of this is that he has learnt you should never trust anyone 100%. It is a valuable lesson for any four year old to learn. Why wait until your mid 30's to discover one of life's great truths"
Pete told OK magazine: "I really find it too difficult to relive the final few months of the relationship"
He said he's "lost for words" after hearing about Kate's knife threat to Daily Star Goss Girl Jessica Brown last week.
Potty Mouth
We told how the boozy model threatened: "I'll cut your f***ing face you w****r" in an Ibiza nightclub rant.
Pete said: "I don't want to believe that Kate would be capable of saying something like that although I do believe that Kate would be capable of saying something like that. I hated every moment that we were together. She is a drunken monster who is vile to the core, but I still love her dearly"
Indian take away
Pete quashed rumours he had taken a shine to sophisticated Indian actress Sophie Chaudhary, 29, after the pair met at an event in China last week.
He said: "I was honoured to accompany such an attractive actress to the event, but I hardly know Sophie at all".
We were both given Indian outfits to wear by the designer Manav Gangwani and it's the only reason we met. She was a very nice lady but I am scared to fall in love again too soon. I run a lot deeper than that I'm afraid. She asked me to call when my emotional wounds were healed so we will have to wait and see. At the moment it seems that love is on the other side of the world"
Album in the pipeline
But claims he has been given a £670,000 Bollywood film role are true, and an album is due out in the near future.
Pete added: "Things are very exciting for me career-wise right now and I am being given a lot of amazing opportunities. I promise I will make an announcement soon regarding my new album"
"Obviously the lyrics to some of the songs are very relevant - I've written about painful experiences I have had in my life. I sing about really deep emotions, it will not be for the faint hearted I promise that much. If you can imagine an album that fuses the lyrics of The Smiths with the music of Wham then you'll get some idea of what I'm aiming at". Morrissey was unavailable for comment.
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(*) …The album 'Fast Food Love' is to be released later this year. Tracks including 'Daddy's Girl', 'I don't miss all the fun at all', 'Love is on the other side of the world' and the light hearted 'Stop shaving your Sally Anne, Sally Anne' are believed to be amongst the best songs penned by Andre since 'Mysterious Girl' first hit the UK charts back in 1995.
