Had to have my physical today. I always dread that. Especially when the guy asks you o turn your head and cough while he holds your balls in his hand.
It's too intimate.
Maybe that's why I shy away from being intimate, myself.
Maybe I have intimacy issues, but I can't stand it when people touch me on the balls for medical reasons.
He could ruin me.
Even my voice might be different.
I need to get friendly with a doc whom I can trust.